As I lay in bed at 4am I found myself pondering the meaning of my existence. I have done many things in my short life but I can’t think of one thing that really made a difference in someone’s life. I think about my problems and how they affect my family, my left hand doesn’t work enough to even hold a soda can. My left arm works very little; both knees are bad, high blood pressure, etc. Because of all this my wife sherry has to do most things around the house, she do...